Friendships in the Times of Not Knowing
I'm coming home from a bar, it's raining cats and dogs outside but I can't shake off the warm feeling that settled in me after meeting my colleagues from the ÉCU office outside working hours. Colleagues isn't a fitting word for them anymore.
What are you going to do after this
internship? is a question everyone is fired at
during the first lunch break. The answer is always quite vague.
Uncertainty is the word that collectively describes the interns at ÉCU. We live in
a world full of possibilities and this freedom is liberating but making it
even more difficult to choose, to decide. So we live day by day, focusing on
our task in the office and in the afternoon ...
1. INT. – BAR NEAR CHATELET – NIGHT
A group
of young people drinking beers. They don´t know each other that well but are
friends because they don´t know anyone else in Paris.
ELSA
You know I will try to stay
in Paris at least for two more months … and then I want to do my Masters in
Munich
ANDREA
But I thought you said you dont want to return
back to Germany
ELSA
Yeah I know but at the same time, it´s the
easiest thing to do. I already know everyone, networking is easier for me
because of the language ...
DOMINIK
Yup. Plus Germany has quite a great film schools
ELSA
Yeee, cause I mean, it can get very lonely in
Paris, you know?
DOMINIK
Well, we can go somewhere during weekend. Sundays are
super depressing for me here
ANDREA
Omg Sundays are the worst. I wake up and there is
no one in the flat. I don´t have anyone to go with to a café
ELSA
But I still feel better here in Paris than in
Munich with my parents
ILGIM
Haha, maybe you will find a girlfriend or meet
someone and will feel way better about Paris
ELSA
Uf. When is your flight to Turkey?
ILGIM
End of January. But I go only to prolong my visa.
I’m enrolling to a User Interface Design workshop in London
ANDREA
Graphic user what?
DOMINIK
In London? But the fees are so expensive
ILGIM
My sister is living there. But don´t know If
I will be able to stay there for the whole semester. Whatever. Anyone
going for a cigarette?
CHARLOTTE
Do you have the mint ones?
Although we come from all over the world
and aiming towards very different destinations, right now, for the duration of our
internship, we are all on the same boat, dealing with the same waves, same
frequiences.
And since we understand each other
perfectly, we become friends. Of course, with one person it´s more intense than
with the other but the feeling of safety is present. I know I can
share my fears and hopes about future and there will be no judgement.
I don´t need to explain everything like I do to my dad and listen to his
life advices. Yes, my situation is a bit miserable and my plans pending –
I graduated three months ago and currently trying to find a job in
Paris in the sphere of cinema while not speaking fluent French - but the fact
that I´m not the only one is reassuring.
So we meet after work, already taught
that world isn´t perfect and mingle.
ANDREA
How many siblings you have?
DOMINIK
Three. Twelve, nineteen and 21 years old
CHARLOTTE
So you are the oldest?
DOMINIK
Yup. Perfectionist and responsable
ANDREA
So that´s why you are a bit
neurrotic in the office when it gets too loud
DOMINIK
Well, how am I able to focus on my
articles in such a noise
CHARLOTTE
Common, you are taking everything so
serious
DOMINIK
Maybe. At least I don´t get lost in
a metro
CHARLOTTE
Hey, it wasnt my fault. We dont have
metro in Sienna. But I mean it´s nice that you are so devoted
ILGIM
Ooh Sienna, I really want to go to
there!
ANDREA
Seems artsy and lively even tho its not
so big
CHARLOTTE
Yee you should come
ILGIM
I mean, I thought we are all
coming to Italy in June, right?
And then I get home where is all dark with no one caring how was my day other than my Dad on WhatsApp. And I realise how thankful I am to have the oppurtnity meet so many nice people in a city where I´m a stranger for everyone.
by Ema Nemčovičová
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